Kinda Down

[kethni]

Internet drama - AKA good grief but Lord of the Flies was right about people when their identities are hidden- peeps leaving good ship MattMo (not me!) post-convetion come down, sharing an office with angry/miserable/depressed people.

Next time I get a T-shirt printed (I'm thinking Stormtrooper!Matt as above) I might ask if they'll throw in one with 'Step away from the anon meme with your hands above your head'.

So I'm a little down. I'm also behind on my essay writing course so I have to do that this morning rather than cheer myself up with some writing. Because, believe it or not, writing is how I relax and dump out all my stress. Even fic with people battering each other emotionally. Possibly not the uncomfortable Non-con that just keeps getting more uncomfortable. Might crack on with Ruling in Hell and one of Alicebluegown's requests instead.

Ah well. I have 'completely pwns my lame Mohinder kidnaps Matt' fic to look forward to. And I really am looking forward to it :) Because even though I'm down, I'm still kinda evil Bwahaha. Ahem.

Comments

[alicebluegown16.livejournal.com]

woohoo!

might get one of my fic requests!

does the *selfish bitch who loves Kethni's fic dance*

but cheer up dearest, I've learned that fandom happiness ebbs and flows and you just have to go with it.

[kethni.livejournal.com]

LOL :) You will, now I've cleared Toxic 'Verse.

You're right of course. Thank you <3

[kel-reiley.livejournal.com]

did ppl shred you in the anonymeme?
see, i was a chicken and didn't bother (i also doubt anyone would have anything at all to say about me)

[kethni.livejournal.com]

No, I have a reasonably well developed sense of my own weaknesses and I know I couldn't have coped with anonymous honest feedback!

But some people on my flist, and Mad_Jaks flist too I think, did get totally shredded. :(

[kel-reiley.livejournal.com]

that's not cool
yeah, i think i know what my weaknesses are, too
i don't want to know that *other* ppl think the same thing

[lea1santome.livejournal.com]

You care with the shirt!

Mohinder kidnaps Matt? It is very interesting.

One thing, I know you wrote several FICS in the meme of Perdiccas. That was good!.

what are you going to publish in your Lj.

te cuidado con la camiseta!

Mohinder secuestra a Matt? Es muy interesante.

Una cosa, sé que escribiste varios fics en el meme de Perdiccas. ¡que buenos eran!.

lo vas a públicar en tu Lj.

[kethni.livejournal.com]

If only it was cheaper to do I'd have a whole selection of Matt/Grunny T-shirts. Mmm.

I was going to expand a little kink meme story into a full length one - it started with Matt waking up in the lab and finding Mohinder has kidnapped him - but it's not working and it's going to be to similar to one that someone else is writing.

The kink meme fics didn't really work so well although a couple of them I might be able to adapt into something else.

[lea1santome.livejournal.com]

Ah! forgot to tell me how you like it is your Lj, colorful, and do not miss Greg.

You know that fiction like best?, Which appears in the laboratory Matt and Mohinder is hung.
After Mohinder makes him know his intentions toward Matt.

¡Ah! se olvidaba decirte que me gusta como te ha quedado tu Lj, colorido, y que no falte Greg.

¿Sabes que fic que gustó más?, el que Matt aparece en el laboratorio y se encuentra a Mohinder colgado.
Después Mohinder le hace saber sus intenciones para con Matt.

[kethni.livejournal.com]

The LJ is sooo beautiful. I love Mad_Jaks so much :)

You know that fiction like best?, Which appears in the laboratory Matt and Mohinder is hung.
After Mohinder makes him know his intentions toward Matt.

Do you mean my story where Matt's chained to the bed or Boudecia7's story where Spider!Mohinder has Matt in a web over the laboratory?

[lea1santome.livejournal.com]

What you wrote.

I wondered what it would have happened if, instead of Maya Matt who got hung out to Mohinder on the ceiling and no shirt?
In time Maya was Matt who had relations with Mohinder?.
And my answers were answered.
Thank you very much.

Will it hLo escribiste tú.

Me preguntaba que ¿que hubiera ocurrido si en vez de Maya fuera Matt quien encontró colgado a Mohinder en el techo y sin camisa?
¿En vez de Maya fuera Matt quien tuviera relaciones con Mohinder?.
Y mis respuestas fueron contestadas.
Muchas gracias.

¿tendrá secuela?ave a sequel?

[kethni.livejournal.com]

I didn't know where it could possibly go but if you have any suggestions...

[lea1santome.livejournal.com]

for the moment I have nothing to suggest

de momento no tengo nada que sugerirte.

[alicebluegown16.livejournal.com]

What is this anonymeme and why is it causing so much drama?

[kethni.livejournal.com]

The idea is that you put your name down and people give you anonymous feedback so that they can be completely honest. The problem being that total anonymity seems to give people license to say things they would never dream of saying if there was any chance of comeback.

Now personally I wouldn't put my name down for something like if you paid me. I have no illusions on my ability to take criticism (ie, none) but lots of people are obviously far braver than I am.

[alicebluegown16.livejournal.com]

Where is it? Do you post it at your LJ?

Don't know if I'd have the guts to do it, but maybe one day if I were feeling especially brave...

[kethni.livejournal.com]

I can't very well point you at it after kicking off about it can I? :P